I been feeling insane emotions. there have been some intense energetic things going on here. I dont even fully know. I only hope things will become calm again soon and all the true intentions can be seen and felt. I would normally say that I need guidance and help but I know what I need to do and it on my own this time I think.
Grainy pictures of myself this week. Broken camera phone!=/
Makeup makes me look like a creepy doll…
You wanna know what living life to the fullest actually is? It’s waking up on a Monday morning with no complaints. It’s knowing you always deserve to laugh. It’s doing what feels right no matter what. It’s doing what you want to, no matter how stupid you look. It’s about being yourself, ‘cause no one can tell you you’re doing it wrong.
I’m sitting in any rays of Sun that come thru my windows. Close my eyes and dream of summer weather! !
A mini book I collaged and drew. It got some water damage.
525,000 moments so dear
Seasons change. It’s officially spring now. Still looks like winter.
Am I waiting for warmer weather here? Am I waiting to get a vehicle? Am I waiting to be all packed? Waiting until I’ve got some money saved up? —-Until I can feel excited about leaving town again?
And so it seems, I wait.
this is too beautiful and I can’t get over it
I want things to flow smoothly. Where is this turbulance from? Why can I not see past this blockage? My heart says “Fuck yea I’m ready to do the damn thang”, then there is something that happens with my brain… But its not me, its another who’s experiencing emotional upheval. I’m not sure I even know half of the reason anymore. Things will be good again.